magnolias
New member
I have a problem with communicating my feelings : especially the romantic ones. In fact, it's not just communicating them, it's also showing them. I've never told my friends which guys I was interested in, mostly because I thought they'd laugh at me and tease me for having feelings. And it's not because of my group of friends because they wouldn't do that, it's, I think, because I don't have enough confidence in myself to say that I like a person, because I wouldn't think for a second that that person would like me back, and I assume that my friends would know that and think it to themselves. And the problem is that I replicate that behaviour with people actually interested in me because I feel like if I flirt or show that I'm interested then it means that I'm weak or something like that. And if someone makes a comment about a relationship I have with a guy it makes everything worse because then I have to cut that person off of my life so they would think that I like that person enough to keep it in my life and basically that's why I'll die alone.