^ Very nice, would of loved to work on or be a crew member of an MLRS much better than bon fire night. Also is our (British) Artillary piece a 105mm? I forgot. Just wondering 😛
Was going to be in the army myself (4 Para, just like my dad) but things changed, ever think about going back?
Had a bad experience while I was there so I won't be going back....
MLRS night fire is awsome to see. Proper rockets....😀
Im havin a crappy wk. I took this first pic last month just as I was starting to come back to myself and it was the first recent pic I put up on fb in a looooong time. It made me happy Its not even about good bad or indifferent. Its the fact that I can see see me in it. Lb gain or not its me. I get upset when people I know walk past me.All the different meds Im on I can look like 10 different people. And now Im starting to change again. Second pic taken now Purple swollen eyes real pale and by next week my face will be completely round like pie and Ill prob hav two proper black eyes....fantastic. I just want to look like one person -me!
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:😮: I dunno what to say. ..thanks guys 🙂. I know its silly to get hung up on looks. Its not even looking good or bad that gets to me. Its looking different it messes with me. Im starting that morph again under new meds and Im just dreading the next bit where I look like someone else not me. I documented it in my journal before. I dont think its vanity so much as an identity issue. Sometimes I like that I can be invisible at times and walk right past people I choose to avoid...but afterward it makes me sad the fact that I lose my physical identity from time to time...its disorientating.
Weirdy will you honour us again with your loveliness? 🙂
:😮: I dunno what to say. ..thanks guys 🙂. I know its silly to get hung up on looks. Its not even looking good or bad that gets to me. Its looking different it messes with me. Im starting that morph again under new meds and Im just dreading the next bit where I look like someone else not me. I documented it in my journal before. I dont think its vanity so much as an identity issue. Sometimes I like that I can be invisible at times and walk right past people I choose to avoid...but afterward it makes me sad the fact that I lose my physical identity from time to time...its disorientating.
Weirdy will you honour us again with your loveliness? 🙂
I'm probably off-base with this, but it sounds to me like you want to be noticed by those in your past. You might physically say and act like you don't want to be noticed, but your subconscious wants the opposite. Well, you remedy that, make your presence blaringly obvious; approach them and ask them if they remember who you are. If they don't, then remind them; some people may not remember you even then, but don't let it get to you. As for yourself, remember that "Jewel" isn't determined by whatever appearance she has on the outside, but who she is on the inside. Cultivate eyes that can see beyond the physical plane. Besides, you look fine (although it's kinda late saying this); when I look at you, I'm reminded of my 7th grade Math teacher who I had a crush on (which is off-topic).
Now, I think it would be nice to see Weirdy's real-life persona as well. So, please Weirdy, would you post your picture for me and everyone else who haven't seen you yet:)?
Pls note I have resisted the urge to shower u with compliments I know make u uncomfortable.......🙂 butIm still going to think u compliments tune brain to frequency i46773fhj weirdy Im sending through
I'm starting to lose breath just to think about posting a pic, and I haven't even taken it yet! (I can't now).... but maybe I lost my breath beacuse of Weirdy's pics :😛:
PS: what is the time of the day were there are less people online? 😀
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