DeadmanWalking
Well-known member
sure, you may. in short: both.
(longer version: i guess, i never really learned to communicate, just to get along somehow and say sentences, that are possible and sort of what i think i want or should say. as a result i feel like i'm just a fake person, a liar, an actress. there's hardly anything i long more for than to really talk to people. (whatever that means.) but silence is the only thing that feels like not acting. furthermore the always nagging voice telling me 'don't disturb the others.' and my heartbeat that triples before hitting the 'submit reply' button. oh well..)
either that or i'll just give it a name.
You shouldn't feel as though you're bothering us by posting. You joined here for a reason, right? We won't ever tell you off for posting how you feel about something. Let us help you work on your speaking skills. I think that "really talking to people" simply means that you're saying what's on your mind and are comfortable with doing so. Your opinions are just as important as mine or anyone else's on here. If I have a right to say what I feel, then so do you.
Give it a name, huh::? What kind of names are you thinking about?