Neil Young
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I have been psychologically ill for about 15 yrs. I am 23 now.
I look very good. Over the years many many girls have been interested in me.
I am very intelligent. Had always been among the top 3 students in my batch during school. I have done engineering from a very reputed college.
I am good at sports. But, i have always been avoidant due to the anxiety provoking situations, and hence never participated in some competition.
I ride bikes insanely. Fortunately, i have never had any accident.
I smoke, drink and dope heavily. I self exercise my own medication (anti-depressants & anti-anxiety).
People love me. They respect me. I amaze them.
I hold my parents guilty for making me insane
(emotional abuse during childhood,"You are bad, weak , and pathetic.Hehehehehehehe"),
and have stopped talking to them. I live alone. I have a decent job.
I believe that i have ocd (not to be bad, seek perfection), fear of embarrasment, social anxiety, depression and have started getting panic attacks recently.
I think i am fake and have always been obsessed with making others think good of me.
What to do. DO suggest.
Also kindly suggest how to cure ocd? Do anti-anxiety/ anti depressants work for ocd?
I look very good. Over the years many many girls have been interested in me.
I am very intelligent. Had always been among the top 3 students in my batch during school. I have done engineering from a very reputed college.
I am good at sports. But, i have always been avoidant due to the anxiety provoking situations, and hence never participated in some competition.
I ride bikes insanely. Fortunately, i have never had any accident.
I smoke, drink and dope heavily. I self exercise my own medication (anti-depressants & anti-anxiety).
People love me. They respect me. I amaze them.
I hold my parents guilty for making me insane
(emotional abuse during childhood,"You are bad, weak , and pathetic.Hehehehehehehe"),
and have stopped talking to them. I live alone. I have a decent job.
I believe that i have ocd (not to be bad, seek perfection), fear of embarrasment, social anxiety, depression and have started getting panic attacks recently.
I think i am fake and have always been obsessed with making others think good of me.
What to do. DO suggest.
Also kindly suggest how to cure ocd? Do anti-anxiety/ anti depressants work for ocd?