littl3misstrange
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Does that ever happen to anyone else? Like, whenever I'm in a social situation with people who are older than me, they treat me like I'm 10 or something. I'm 18 years old, and they try to coax me into talking like i'm an infant. It's really degrading & embarrassing. And they always feel the need to point out to everyone else in the group that I don't say much. I HATE when they ask me to my face, "You don't say much do you?" with a smirk on their face like I'm not only quiet but a complete idiot as well.
It's really starting to get on my nerves. I'm never treated like an equal, just because I don't say much. It's like everyone subconsciously looks down on me for that.
Like, tonight, one of my uncle's friends would swear or talk about sexual things, & then say "sorry" to me, when he knew that I'm 18. And after he said something "dirty" he would turn to everyone else & point at me saying "Look at her face!" and laugh like I was a toddler or something. I felt like screaming after an hour or so, & I actually ended up running off to the bathroom for a while, because I just couldn't take being treated like that anymore.
I hate how everyone assumes that I am who I appear to be. Just because I'm quiet, they all assume I'm naive, innocent, serious, sexually ignorant & just plain ignorant. I am the opposite of all those things. I have a sense of humour, I love to laugh, I'm well-informed, & I'm a very mature & sexual person. But, that true side of me only comes out around my dad, when I'm at home, or alone, chatting on the internet. No one knows who I actually am, so they judge me on what they see. I wish I could turn myself inside out.
It's really starting to get on my nerves. I'm never treated like an equal, just because I don't say much. It's like everyone subconsciously looks down on me for that.
Like, tonight, one of my uncle's friends would swear or talk about sexual things, & then say "sorry" to me, when he knew that I'm 18. And after he said something "dirty" he would turn to everyone else & point at me saying "Look at her face!" and laugh like I was a toddler or something. I felt like screaming after an hour or so, & I actually ended up running off to the bathroom for a while, because I just couldn't take being treated like that anymore.
I hate how everyone assumes that I am who I appear to be. Just because I'm quiet, they all assume I'm naive, innocent, serious, sexually ignorant & just plain ignorant. I am the opposite of all those things. I have a sense of humour, I love to laugh, I'm well-informed, & I'm a very mature & sexual person. But, that true side of me only comes out around my dad, when I'm at home, or alone, chatting on the internet. No one knows who I actually am, so they judge me on what they see. I wish I could turn myself inside out.