I'm just having a shufty at the Steve Pavlina site. The tagline says, 'for
smart people'? We get a lot of Americanisms on the internet, but that just seems a bit... I don't know, wrong for the context.
Among the forum rules:
Do not whine (i.e. no pity parties) - It's okay to share your problems and challenges and request advice and help from others here. It is NOT okay to incessantly whine, complain, unload negativity, or seek commiseration. Members who exhibit a pattern of negative "poor me" posts with minimal receptiveness to change will be banned. These forums are for people who assume full responsibility for their lives, not for those who are looking to be objects of pity or to assign blame.
So the intention of the forum is to challenge people to grow, rather than leave them stagnating in self-pity. That sounds fair, so long as it's moderated sensibly and sensitively, and it looks to me that Daffy Duck is doing a good job of that. He/she even left a sweet message that you find the happiness you're after, once you'd been banned. Sometimes people need to gather themselves for a day or so before they can really push forward.
Looking around some of the threads, it looks like Steve and Erin are getting a bit ahead of themselves. It's a good thing to seek truth, but not a good thing to insist you've found it. They're insisting on the latter. A fair proportion of the members are quite woo-ish, preferring to believe unsupportable things (including various aspects of spiritualism), but I think most of their hearts are in the right place. There are some realists, and some very sweet people there. I've not seen any out-and-out trolls. Just a few people who might not take the sharp edges off what they say. But the vast majority are looking to help, from what I see.
I've taken a look at your posts and it looks like you have generally been very depressive there, BlueRose. This isn't an insult against you, but it doesn't look like that forum was the right place for you: you appear, by the tone of your Pavlina threads, unwilling to progress. And that, ultimately, is what the forum is about: progressing.
In your introductory post, for example, you mentioned that you feel depressed and that your future is doomed, and there were several posts in response encouraging you, and saying that there is a way forward from that. But your replies are all, 'it's not that easy' etc. Where can the members there go with that?
In fact, on further inspection, it seemed you verbally attacked other members of that forum who were only trying to help.
Similarly with the situation you posted about where the woman in therapy chased you away. Most of us would be shaken up by that, but, despite the support you got from the members of the Pavlina forum, you still appear keen to hold on to the self pity from that incident. Were you not prepared to accept that the woman had her own problems and the incident wasn't about you?
So my impressions of the situation, looking at them from both sides, is that, while there are a few bad apples in the Pavlina barrel (as there are in all busy forums), the forum is full of well-meaning, constructive people who want to help new members. I think you're making too much of this.
I will agree, however, that Steve's message to you as posted in your opening post here could be phrased better and reinforces my suspicion that his forum members are wiser than he. That said, I do agree with one thing he said: you appear not to have read other people's threads on Pavlina and tried to help them. Why not?
I'm surprised at how many people are pretty much siding with Pavlina on this. If he wants to reserve his forum ONLY for people who post uplifting threads about how they're improving, that's great for him. But he needs to be very clear about his website, and let people know that you'll be scolded if you let out your frustrated feelings. I think it's a bit weird. It's important for people with SA to have a safe place to let out emotions to people who actually understand them for once. Whatever. :-/
Thing is, that isn't what happened. BlueRose set up an introductory post stating how unhappy she was and several people posted to comfort her. That was accepted by the mods. The majority of her posts there remained depressive and did not show any signs of wanting to progress.
By the time she was banned, a pattern had established itself.
Edit: I suspect I'll be branded as insensitive along with all the other people who don't immediately gush, 'poor you, BlueRose!' in response to this post, but I'm afraid the above is the truth as I see it. And, it would appear, many other people.