dottie
Well-known member
anyone else feel like this?
i am overconcerned that people are judging me. in fact, i subconsciously read into things people are saying and twist it so that i am sure they are judging me. even when it is something that has absolutely NOTHING to do with me.
as soon as i percieve someone is judging me i want to cut them off forever. if it is an online friend/aquaintance i want to block them forever.
why? why does it matter to me what other people think? why do i read into things people are saying? why do i care so much? why am i so irrational? it is exhasuting really.
is this beyond AVPD? is this paranoia?
i would be glad to know your thoughts or if anyone relates.
i am overconcerned that people are judging me. in fact, i subconsciously read into things people are saying and twist it so that i am sure they are judging me. even when it is something that has absolutely NOTHING to do with me.
as soon as i percieve someone is judging me i want to cut them off forever. if it is an online friend/aquaintance i want to block them forever.
why? why does it matter to me what other people think? why do i read into things people are saying? why do i care so much? why am i so irrational? it is exhasuting really.
is this beyond AVPD? is this paranoia?
i would be glad to know your thoughts or if anyone relates.