powerfulthoughts
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It is of course a natural thing in life that, when one starts to feel part of a social group and being included and accepted, that he will then follow course with the others in his group. That means if they talk down on someone, he will join. If they ostracize others as being some way inferior, he follows suit, because he values his place in the social circle so highly that he not dare break the bond with that group by defending an outcast.
Unfortunately, I found this out at a very few certain points in my life, when I actually have been part of a small circle, and looking back on it, I hate myself for it. But I have much more often been the one that has been ostracized, on account of being so different. I'm the easy, natural choice to exclude because of my social dysfunction. It is this part of humanity; the need or desire to ostracize others in order to keep your treasured spot on the social scale of worthiness, that I despise. I wish very deeply that every human being could be a part of any group, and that all people would be a family. Theoretically many people have tried to imply that is what we are, but we all know the truth is much different.
Unfortunately, I found this out at a very few certain points in my life, when I actually have been part of a small circle, and looking back on it, I hate myself for it. But I have much more often been the one that has been ostracized, on account of being so different. I'm the easy, natural choice to exclude because of my social dysfunction. It is this part of humanity; the need or desire to ostracize others in order to keep your treasured spot on the social scale of worthiness, that I despise. I wish very deeply that every human being could be a part of any group, and that all people would be a family. Theoretically many people have tried to imply that is what we are, but we all know the truth is much different.