Weirdo
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Today as I woke up from my 11 hour slumber I was thinking about my life for over an hour. I finally decided to drop out of uni(or opt out, as it's called when it's by choice).
I feel so motivated to improve myself in every possible way that when I come to the 5 year high school anniversary meeting or whatever it's called, people won't even recognize me and the girls will want me.
First I'm gonna improve physically(work out, fix teeth, fix skin, get a haircut etc.) then mentally(more confident means more talkative and less socially anxious). I'm also gonna read some books about making friends and impressing people to improve my charisma, so I'll be like Tony Stark from Ironman I'll have the best qualities of both a "nice guy" and a "confident jerk", thus becoming an uber-alpha male, irresistible to women and men alike
I also plan to take some shitty jobs, like work in warehouse and such, to get some life experience. I never made a single cent my whole life(not counting family) so that has to change. After I do all that, returning to uni and getting a diploma will be a piece of cake, since I will be able to focus all my energy into studies instead of feeling depressed and spending 10 hours a day at PC.
I feel so happy and motivated and I didn't even have to read some brainwashing "JUST THINK POSITIVE!!" book. I see myself as a really succesful person within 5-10 years and that's really good because until now I saw myself as a lonely loser with no future.
Btw, my(first) ex-date said she's curious how uni will change me and we plan to meet a couple years later so then I'll show her what mistake she's made Life is great I just hope I won't lose this optimism any time soon and everything will go as I planned and I believe it will.
Anyone else feeling as optimistic about their future as me?
I feel so motivated to improve myself in every possible way that when I come to the 5 year high school anniversary meeting or whatever it's called, people won't even recognize me and the girls will want me.
First I'm gonna improve physically(work out, fix teeth, fix skin, get a haircut etc.) then mentally(more confident means more talkative and less socially anxious). I'm also gonna read some books about making friends and impressing people to improve my charisma, so I'll be like Tony Stark from Ironman I'll have the best qualities of both a "nice guy" and a "confident jerk", thus becoming an uber-alpha male, irresistible to women and men alike
I also plan to take some shitty jobs, like work in warehouse and such, to get some life experience. I never made a single cent my whole life(not counting family) so that has to change. After I do all that, returning to uni and getting a diploma will be a piece of cake, since I will be able to focus all my energy into studies instead of feeling depressed and spending 10 hours a day at PC.
I feel so happy and motivated and I didn't even have to read some brainwashing "JUST THINK POSITIVE!!" book. I see myself as a really succesful person within 5-10 years and that's really good because until now I saw myself as a lonely loser with no future.
Btw, my(first) ex-date said she's curious how uni will change me and we plan to meet a couple years later so then I'll show her what mistake she's made Life is great I just hope I won't lose this optimism any time soon and everything will go as I planned and I believe it will.
Anyone else feeling as optimistic about their future as me?