ConstantWorry
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Hi im pretty new here . Well i joined a while back now but havent posted much .if you have the time to read this then thanks in advance .
Anyway , im basically in a right mess at the moment .ill tell you a little bit about me im 28 years old and got diagnosed with social phobia and depression at the age of 17 . Growing up my childhood was OK until my parents started arguing and then divorced . I was always shy in school but i knew it wasnt just shyness . I went to college after high school for a year but stopped attending because of anxiety and panic attacks .
Since then ive not done anything with my life . I live alone and dont see my mum . My sister is an ex heroin addict who i dont see or know where she is . The only person i was close to was my dad who died in 2013 august 4th . Its made my situation even worse and cant cope with this much more ..
1 month ago i ended up in hospital with alcohol withdrawl symptoms . Shaking etc . I was put on librium . Now ive finished the 3 week course my mind is mashed up . The librium i was taking took all my anxiety away . I was a different person going out walking to parks feeling really outgoing . Now ive finished the course my anxiety has resurfaced with avengance . Im more paranoid and anxious and panicy now when i go out anywhere and i basically feel like i did when i was 17 years old . Im still on anti depressants always have been on and off aince 17.
Im scared and tired of everything . I dont want sympathy i just need a bit of advice . Thanks
C.W
Dont what to do
Anyway , im basically in a right mess at the moment .ill tell you a little bit about me im 28 years old and got diagnosed with social phobia and depression at the age of 17 . Growing up my childhood was OK until my parents started arguing and then divorced . I was always shy in school but i knew it wasnt just shyness . I went to college after high school for a year but stopped attending because of anxiety and panic attacks .
Since then ive not done anything with my life . I live alone and dont see my mum . My sister is an ex heroin addict who i dont see or know where she is . The only person i was close to was my dad who died in 2013 august 4th . Its made my situation even worse and cant cope with this much more ..
1 month ago i ended up in hospital with alcohol withdrawl symptoms . Shaking etc . I was put on librium . Now ive finished the 3 week course my mind is mashed up . The librium i was taking took all my anxiety away . I was a different person going out walking to parks feeling really outgoing . Now ive finished the course my anxiety has resurfaced with avengance . Im more paranoid and anxious and panicy now when i go out anywhere and i basically feel like i did when i was 17 years old . Im still on anti depressants always have been on and off aince 17.
Im scared and tired of everything . I dont want sympathy i just need a bit of advice . Thanks
C.W
Dont what to do