Madix
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where do I even begin? far as I can remember, I've always been a quiet person. since my childhood times. but ive managed away to meet people and keep some friends, and have some relationships. the problem at hand is that I can't communicate with them. for some reason, I can never come up with anything to say. and usually when I do, it comes out maybe 2 or 3 sentences long, very brief and meaningless. so i sit back and watch everyone else talk, while my dumb head sits in absolute silence, for some reason i cant have anything intellegent to say, like i never payed any attention to anything that happened my whole entire life...so what do I have to do? re-learn everything again? idk. its just getting on my last nerves, and cant help any of it, like this is some serious mental problem and its been getting worse as the years go by, like my brain turning into a pile of goop, for god sakes, I cant even talk to myself and make it work. seriously what has been wrong with me my whole life?? i had a doctor tell me I have ADHD. but idk. i just feel like my mind processes information very slowly. and it really sucks on my part.