Bitter, I just mean you've seen me. It doesn't change who I am and what I say, but it's something you know more about me. It makes it less likely you can be infatuated by a fantasy, because you've seen me. It puts more of the person to the person.
Looks aren't everything, but you still look the way you do, and that's a part of you.
(sorry off topic, just to continue what we were talking about)
I still think it's a possibility it may be you though. Maybe you're reading too much into it. I know you were a lot like I am now. And I can see myself getting out and second guessing a relationship too. What are they really feeling? It drives me insane already in a long distance friendship/relationship I'm in.
Just try to tell as many details as you can about your relationship with him so others can give a little better advice.
I thought the point about him doing his hair just for you was important.
Maybe he is taking an interest in you and you aren't seeing it? Maybe the mixed signals are in your head because you're afraid of rejection.
Things are usually more clear than you see them. It's just a matter of putting it into perspective.
Don't drive yourself insane about it. Just continue to live your life, and know ultimately, you are your own boss and can have anyone you want
Good luck Bitter, I hope we get to talk more about this. Right now I'm so tired! And I don't even know what I really said, it was a pretty fast type lol.