cadaver_
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I've been making a few friends recently but feel I don't have enough in common with them to make it last. We just go to a movie, maybe eat out and that's about it. There's no "magic" or anything; no deep
conversations. I feel kind of lack-luster when I'm with them even though it beats the old days of sitting in my apartment wishing I had friends. I didn't know it would feel like this. Don't really feel that alive when I'm with them - same feeling I'd get when I was alone. This is a real paradox. Don't know what to do because not being with people makes me depressed and now being with people doesn't make me feel much better. Anyone else relate?
conversations. I feel kind of lack-luster when I'm with them even though it beats the old days of sitting in my apartment wishing I had friends. I didn't know it would feel like this. Don't really feel that alive when I'm with them - same feeling I'd get when I was alone. This is a real paradox. Don't know what to do because not being with people makes me depressed and now being with people doesn't make me feel much better. Anyone else relate?