Been a while since I swung by here, havent really felt up to it. Not that its been all bad, I've been having some pretty good days lately, just havent had the spoons for posting anything.
My mouth healed up after the dentist debacle, still bothers me to have lost a perfectly good tooth but I guess I've accepted it now, little bro is almost 8 weeks old and starting to actually look around and become a little more interactive. I'm loving my days at the dingo sanctuary. the retail job that I have is up and down with shifts, last two weeks I only got one shift a week, but then this week I've got 3 so who knows whats happening there, it'll do for now and the lesser shift weeks give me recovery time anyway so I dont mind it.
I dyed my hair again, Im back to green now, I got sick of people commenting that the blue matched the work uniform

. I also got my eyebrow pierced again, I used to have it about 10 years back but had to take it out coz of the toxic ex bullshit, along with my nose and lip piercings, I missed the eyebrow ones the most and so I decided fuck it I want it back. Then I impulsively got a nipple pierced too lol. Probably indicative that I slipped into a more manic end of the mood spirals but eh I like the piercings so I dont mind.
Still doing the whole weight loss schtick. I've lost 60kgs (132lbs) so far, I still have 26kgs (57lbs) to get to my goal, but Im getting there... even if its slowly lol.
I had an awesome weekend hanging out with friends, went to a club for the first time in 11 years, and a few days prior we also went out to the Opera House and saw a play (Six) which was great, so I've had quite a few good days these last few weeks.
Im quite a few ways I feel like I've been doing some heavy healing these last few weeks in finding myself again after all the damage from that bullshit of a relationship

its nice to be feeling like I'm me again and less like I've been running on autopilot and survival mode.
I also downloaded some dating apps to try and put myself back out there, considering I've been single for so many years I was finally starting to feel ready again. I'm talking to someone at the moment and it feels like it has potential to lead somewhere, whether a long term or a short term I dont know, we havent met in person yet and I dont want to ask what she wants so soon lol. But its nice to feel something again.
Oh I've also been walking the dogs again, not as much as I'd like to with all the rain and flooding weather we've been having. But on the nicer days I've been walking them and thats been great for them and me.
So in all I think its been more good days than bad these last few weeks