losing hope, need advice

[aloneloner]

Hi, this is my first post so be gentle ::

Anyway, I have been 'shy' my whole life. I remember cowering behind my mom when I was a kid. I'm starting to realize that it's a lot more then just shyness though. I can go to parties and stuff, but I rarely say anything to anybody unless they talk to me, and even then it's not a lot. I don't really feel nervous unless I feel like everyone's attention is on me. I don't know why people even invite me to parties. I have no friends, I have no life. I'm starting to lose hope.

I don't really know why I'm on here, just reaching out I guess ::

 

[kihira]

Hi!, you sound just like a lot of us here, welcome

 

[Phoenixx]

Welcome!

 

[Moon4]

Welcome and believe that we're in the same situation!

 

[Niteowl]

Hi and welcome!

 

[Simmy]

Heya, welcome =]

 

[Mickery]

Hiya. I sympathize, having attention on me is something I strain to avoid.

 

[CosmicNeurotica]

You're not alone here alone.
You just described most of us.
Welcome to the site

 

[MollyBeGood]

Greetings to you--


you're definitely NOT alone here/there in this world on this forum

 

[aloneloner]

Thanks for all the replies, I wasn't expecting so many.

... I feel so lost, I don't even know what else to say.::

 

[Paahi]

Hey, welcome!