Hello all. For those those that don't know, I have been a member since Fall 2015. In that time I feel like I have helped a lot of people and been helped by a lot of others in return. I've spent a lot of my time on this site worrying about my own struggles and worrying about the struggles of others and how they fare, but that's the problem for me. I focus too much on those things and it keeps me up at night. If family in real life knew I use this site as often as I do then they would tell me I use this site (and my ps4) as a "crutch" so I don't have to interact in the real world. I want to spend time away from support web sites (and/or) conventional electronic diversions and see how I can grow emotionally and physically around real world people not in computer screens. I'll miss each and every one of you I've gotten to know but just know I want to come back one day assuming I don't die by a freak accident or the site goes dead or I go into a nervous breakdown.