Midnitelexi
Member
I've never been good at introductions but here goes nothing.
Hi everyone, I'm Midnitelexi.
I consider myself to be an introvert or extreme introvert. I can't say for sure I have social anxiety or phobia - though my extremely quiet nature may be called into question. I've always had a difficult time socializing since I was very little and it takes me a fairly long time to warm up to social situations. Sometimes I think my own mind is my worst enemy, the thoughts never stop coming; it's kind of like having a gerbil constantly running in it's wheel 24/7. Some nights I can wake up having thoughts upon thoughts, like my mind hasn't shut off yet. Because of my quiet nature I'm always stuck between not having anything to say or not knowing what to say which makes me wonder if there's something wrong with me...
On a more positive note, I'm a wanna-be writer. Generally I write fiction/teen-fiction with a splash of romance. Some authors I look up too are Kelley Armstrong, Lara Adrian and Becca Fitzpatrick. I'm happy to call myself a bookworm or geek/nerd/otaku. I'm very much into video games (Zelda series, Final Fantasy, Dragon Warrior...etc) and anime/manga.
I'm glad to have found this site. I feel a little better knowing it's not just me who has difficulties in the social world :] Because it sure feels like it some days.
Its nice to meet everyone!
Hi everyone, I'm Midnitelexi.
I consider myself to be an introvert or extreme introvert. I can't say for sure I have social anxiety or phobia - though my extremely quiet nature may be called into question. I've always had a difficult time socializing since I was very little and it takes me a fairly long time to warm up to social situations. Sometimes I think my own mind is my worst enemy, the thoughts never stop coming; it's kind of like having a gerbil constantly running in it's wheel 24/7. Some nights I can wake up having thoughts upon thoughts, like my mind hasn't shut off yet. Because of my quiet nature I'm always stuck between not having anything to say or not knowing what to say which makes me wonder if there's something wrong with me...
On a more positive note, I'm a wanna-be writer. Generally I write fiction/teen-fiction with a splash of romance. Some authors I look up too are Kelley Armstrong, Lara Adrian and Becca Fitzpatrick. I'm happy to call myself a bookworm or geek/nerd/otaku. I'm very much into video games (Zelda series, Final Fantasy, Dragon Warrior...etc) and anime/manga.
I'm glad to have found this site. I feel a little better knowing it's not just me who has difficulties in the social world :] Because it sure feels like it some days.
Its nice to meet everyone!