Its the Time of Year Again

[Tab]

During Christmas holidays everyone is out doing things with their friends or boyfriends/girlfriends. For as long as I can remember I've always wanted to be with someone special for the holidays. Christmas isn't so bad, we usually have a family Christmas party, except last year when all my cousins went to Barbados and my family stayed home. I didn't do anything special that year.

The most depressing time of the holidays for me is New Years. Everyone always seems to be doing something, except for me. The only time I remember ever doing anything special was for the Millennium. The whole family was at my grandmas house. This is my ideal New Years. Being around people I know and trust and feel comfortable with.

This year will be like the last. Alone and sad.

 

[littl3misstrange]

i've always been alone during the holidays. i hate seeing all the christmas commercials for diamond rings & seeing couples out together. it makes me feel like i'll be alone the rest of my life.

 

[Riiya]

[Part II]

 

[Klaus]

Hey people, don't make me cry.

 

[Remus]

Bah Humbug!

 

[Ashiene]

i look forward to these special occasions like new year, christmas, etc because they r public holidays so i can stay at home and not go to school...

 

[kayelle]

I quite like christmas, cos even though I have SP i don't like spending all day every day alone in my house, I like knowing that people are around. And also my sucky friends who didn't bother to visit me all year might actually call in to me. Though i'm not sure I want to see them seeing as the didn't bother the rest of the year.
I do hate new years though, sitting at home doing nothing while everyone goes off celebrating.

 

[Klaus]

I hate to be this way! Everyone looks so relaxed.

 

[PhantomPod]

I love Christmas, because I like seeing my extended family on Christmas Eve and Christmas day. But yeah, other than seeing family, it's pretty lonely. And I hate the added anxiety of all the holiday events at work. Our big Christmas party is this Saturday, and I really do not want to go. It's going to be huge and I don't have a date/guest to bring, and I don't have close friends at work that I can go with, so it would be so awkward and unenjoyable, so I really don't think I am going to go.


At my work, each person has to work late shift one night per month (only until 8pm) and the person who sets up the schedule for late shift asked if I would ming working late shift on New Years Eve. And she legit asked me because she totally knew I wouldn't have any plans, cause I am obviously a loser. So I just said that yeah, it'd be fine. And then she did ask me straight out if I had plans and I was just like, "no." I have never had plans for New years. It was always just spent at home with my family.

 

[freestylemonster]

I'm not gonna lie I love christmas! I love the music, the decorations, all the get-togethers, seeing my extended family, Christmas specials and everything else about Christmas that I missed!!! I can't let loneliness get to me because I have 2 friends who are just as lonely as me, one has SA just like me and the other, up until this past year was just a loser lol. Besides on New-years I almost always go to visit my aunts, uncles and cousins who live in Edmonton and I love my cousins they're so fun!!

 

[recluse]

New years eve is the worst for me. It's so depressing because everyone else is out celebrating. I just sit in the house like a lame saddo.

 

[Hoth]

The Christmas "season" is absurd, but I like Christmas itself, since it's the only day of most years I get to visit my grandparents and see my cousins. I feel a little more alive when I remember I have a family.

New Year's has never been a real holiday to me. I usually observe it by watching my computer clock change over... which at least beats my dad, who sleeps through it. It certainly doesn't depress me though. I can't envy all the people going out and getting drunk at parties because I don't want to be them.

beaten with a large decorative candy cane

Heh. At least holiday violence can be amusingly surreal.