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Hi,
Because I love singing so much, I went to a talentshow yesterday. I was freakin' anxious, There were like a 200 of people , and I had to do a photoshoot on the stage. And they told me I don't have to be so insecure. :[ After that I went to the audition room and I sung my song, they told me i have a nice voice but I was too nervous.. ( God damn anxiety -_-) And after that a journalist came to me and I had to talk in front of the camera. And after that I talked in front of ALL the people in the public.. And he asked me why i was so nervous and I told my problem to everyone.. I didn't make it because I am too nervous.
And I really want to do something ABOUT IT!
I don't want to look insecure anymore because I want to make it!!
But my social phobia makes me feel so much anxiety that I don't know where to look and don't know how to move.. I felt like dying over there and a huge embarrasment.
I feel kind of pissed off that my anxiety standed in the way.. Cuz my voice wasn't the problem.
But I can't even go to school and see friends because of anxiety. So this was so freaking wow that i did this..
Do you guys have any tips how I can practice to get a better body language?
And to be confident?
Well xxx Saskia
Because I love singing so much, I went to a talentshow yesterday. I was freakin' anxious, There were like a 200 of people , and I had to do a photoshoot on the stage. And they told me I don't have to be so insecure. :[ After that I went to the audition room and I sung my song, they told me i have a nice voice but I was too nervous.. ( God damn anxiety -_-) And after that a journalist came to me and I had to talk in front of the camera. And after that I talked in front of ALL the people in the public.. And he asked me why i was so nervous and I told my problem to everyone.. I didn't make it because I am too nervous.
And I really want to do something ABOUT IT!
I don't want to look insecure anymore because I want to make it!!
But my social phobia makes me feel so much anxiety that I don't know where to look and don't know how to move.. I felt like dying over there and a huge embarrasment.
I feel kind of pissed off that my anxiety standed in the way.. Cuz my voice wasn't the problem.
But I can't even go to school and see friends because of anxiety. So this was so freaking wow that i did this..
Do you guys have any tips how I can practice to get a better body language?
And to be confident?
Well xxx Saskia