alwaysrunning
Well-known member
i know i dont deserve to be here and i feel like ive been lying because perhaps my shyness isnt as bad as others here, but even then i was only diluding myself. Im pretty sure i have an eating disorder and i know ppl will judge me because of it but im tired of not talking about it for fear that others will dislike me. Ive heard jokes even here about anorexia and it kills me to hear them. now im scared of getting fat beacuse i keep binge eating. Im so screwed up and i just want someone to hold sometimes, but i wont dare tell people that i need them. I told my therapist about it from school but now im afraid of seeing him again bcz hell think im cray or something. I hope you all wont judge me, i just needed to get that off my chest and not feel fake anymore. Im sorry.