Auburn
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I used to hide between the school building to eat my lunch when I was in secondary school, but now I'm in college I don't have this option and I'm terrified.
Food is my enemy and I truly mean it. I hate eating so it's hard enough as it is. The college I start in a couple days is very very small and we're expected to leave the grounds and get/eat our lunches in town (though I think we can also eat in the classroom. Not that I would).
The problem is I don't know where or what to do. I'm beyond terrified to eat with other people so the classroom option is out the window which leaves me with town. But that will force me to have to eat in public anyway! I'd have to find somewhere to sit! What if it's busy and there's nowhere for me to go! What if the weathers bad and I can't be outside!?
I wish I could skip this meal all together, but I know my stomach would make music the entire time in class if I don't, and that alone would be enough to make me never go back.
I have a couple friends there already, but just thinking about them asking me to go eat with them makes me feel queasy.
Food is my enemy and I truly mean it. I hate eating so it's hard enough as it is. The college I start in a couple days is very very small and we're expected to leave the grounds and get/eat our lunches in town (though I think we can also eat in the classroom. Not that I would).
The problem is I don't know where or what to do. I'm beyond terrified to eat with other people so the classroom option is out the window which leaves me with town. But that will force me to have to eat in public anyway! I'd have to find somewhere to sit! What if it's busy and there's nowhere for me to go! What if the weathers bad and I can't be outside!?
I wish I could skip this meal all together, but I know my stomach would make music the entire time in class if I don't, and that alone would be enough to make me never go back.
I have a couple friends there already, but just thinking about them asking me to go eat with them makes me feel queasy.