hey guys.
remember me? i used to be on here quite a bit about 2ish years ago. but after a while, i got busy, depressed, then happy, then depressed, & just forgot about this site. well, i was thinking about my SA recently & remembered these forums. man, i've come a long way-ish. how is everyone doing? me? eh. i have good days & i have bad days.
lets see, whats new. i got married. had a baby. i know, right? never thought i'd see the day, my SA always got in the way of relationships, & with a few heartbreaks, it got even worse. so why did i decide to come back? well, lately my SA has been getting worse. i thought i had dealt with it & moved on, but i guess unless you get actual treatment, it's hard not to relapse back into the same lifestyle.
after i had my baby about 3 1/2 months ago, i decided to become a stay at home mom. didnt realize how it would effect me, however. i've gotten depressed & my self-esteem has plummeted..& it seems like i get more anxious & agoraphobic as the days go by. since i really just stay at home most days, when it comes time for me to go out, i have no desire. i almost feel like ive gotten worse off than i was before. at least before, i would have to go to class & talk to people. i moved away from my family & all my friends..& now i dont really have anyone to talk to at all, which is making things sooo much worse. kinda sucks.
anywho. that's my spiel. how are you guys? any of the same people i used to talk to still on here?
remember me? i used to be on here quite a bit about 2ish years ago. but after a while, i got busy, depressed, then happy, then depressed, & just forgot about this site. well, i was thinking about my SA recently & remembered these forums. man, i've come a long way-ish. how is everyone doing? me? eh. i have good days & i have bad days.
lets see, whats new. i got married. had a baby. i know, right? never thought i'd see the day, my SA always got in the way of relationships, & with a few heartbreaks, it got even worse. so why did i decide to come back? well, lately my SA has been getting worse. i thought i had dealt with it & moved on, but i guess unless you get actual treatment, it's hard not to relapse back into the same lifestyle.
after i had my baby about 3 1/2 months ago, i decided to become a stay at home mom. didnt realize how it would effect me, however. i've gotten depressed & my self-esteem has plummeted..& it seems like i get more anxious & agoraphobic as the days go by. since i really just stay at home most days, when it comes time for me to go out, i have no desire. i almost feel like ive gotten worse off than i was before. at least before, i would have to go to class & talk to people. i moved away from my family & all my friends..& now i dont really have anyone to talk to at all, which is making things sooo much worse. kinda sucks.
anywho. that's my spiel. how are you guys? any of the same people i used to talk to still on here?
