nervous_95
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Whenever someone walks by me i'm nervous. sometimes during school in some of my classes, I'll suddenly start feeling very nervous, even though I have no reason to. I'll start to cover my face, or touch my hands to my face. Not sure if anyone even notices when i'm nervous. I get nervous when I have to walk up to someone that's watching me walk up to them. When i'm nervous sometimes i will start twitching my head or looking all around! I hate looking nervous on the streets because it makes me look like i'm up to no good. On those chatting webcam websites, when i'm nervous, I watch myself but don't even notice any changes in my face when i'm nervous. I am very nervous around pretty women to. I am just so awkward. in school whenever someone near me gets called on, all the heads get turned in my general direction, and i start feeling really, really, really nervous. When iI touch my hand to my face, it kind of relieves me of my nervousness for the mean while. i can't stand quiet rooms where people are just sitting their not making a peep, it makes me suddenly get nervous. I also can't stand how some of my class rooms are set up like 50-50 where half the class is facing the other half. I am always nervous walking into buildings late, where everyone is already their. My dad kind of makes fun of me about it, like when i'm at the grocery store, my dad says well what are you waiting for, give here the money(when she's not even ready for the money yet) and I almost wan't to cry. My dad is constantly dragging me places I don't wan't to go. I don't like being out in the open. But when i'm doing my hobby like fly fishing, i'm never nervous, I talk to everyone and anyone i can who is fishing with out getting nervous. Sometimes when my mom tells me i'm being weird out loud(i go mom, shut up in an angry voice, people can here you.). or when ever my mom says something (it doesn't matter what too loud) i get paranoid and hide around corners, or start walking around the opposite direction. whenever i'm in a car or vehicle and someone pulls up to me on the street in their car while i'm in mine i get nervous, even when their just driving past me. When i'm riding my bike home from school, and i see a cop driving past, I get so freakin nervous, even when i haven't done anything wrong. I go out of my way, just to avoid confrontations with people. If i see someone in front of me, i'll walk around or go the opposite way. like I said, I'm not even sure if people notice when i'm nervous or doing these kinds of things, it might just be me being paranoid. :idontknow: does anyone else have these kinds of problems? I am so tired of it, I just wan't to be normal. I don't remember being nervous when I was younger (now i'm almost 18), I remember I used to get in trouble for talking too much, i used to hang out with the wrong crowds and be getting in trouble all the time. It seems that it started when I was in eigth grade(wasn't that nervous) and progressed to be worse and worse throughout the years. I feel like i'm retarded,when i'm getting all nervous when someones trying to talk to me. It seems that now i'm nervous with family members, which I wasn't all like that before. :kickingmyself: :idontknow: Now i'm in my senior year in high school, and I can't even remember the last time I wen't grocery shopping with my mom. Now when my school is having social events, during classes. I just make it fact to say home that day. I can't even stare someone in the eyes more than 5 seconds without looking down or away and feeling very nervous. everything with me is just so awkward!:kickingmyself: