NoModernRomance
Active member
First off, I am new here.. I've poked around a bit and read some threads before signing up. So.. Hello. ::
Where to start..
I'm nearly 30, live with my parents, and am basically jobless right now.
I feel stuck, and it stresses me out to the point I feel physically ill. For years I have pushed people away from me, I never want to go out or do anything. I have worked at various jobs for varying amounts of time (a few months/a few years), I never love the jobs, but I stay when I meet good people.
When I am at work, I am usually well liked. I am a nice and funny guy, and people enjoy being around me. They are always asking me to hang out, or do things with them, but I always turn them down.
At this point, the last time I did anything, was back in October when a friend came over to hang out. Since then I have not gone anywhere or done anything with anyone.. I don't feel well enough, or that I'm worth spending time with.
I think, from what I've been told, that I am a fairly attractive person.. but I have never had a girlfriend. I don't like myself, and I feel like I would just disappoint anyone I went out with. At this age (nearly 30), woman aren't looking for a high school romance.. they are settling down, looking for men with careers, buying houses, having kids.. What would my opening line be? "Hi, I'm almost 30, and I live with my parents.. I've never had a GF before...".
My home life is a drama with everyone involved. I would need to hold a good job to move out, but I am too depressed to do so. so I'm stuck. Every day is exactly the same to me, it doesn't matter if it's a weekend, or holiday..
I'm sorry I've rambled on for so long.. It's good to vent. And this was the shortened version.
What is the point? I feel like I'm only living for others and not myself.. Ughh.
Where to start..
I'm nearly 30, live with my parents, and am basically jobless right now.
I feel stuck, and it stresses me out to the point I feel physically ill. For years I have pushed people away from me, I never want to go out or do anything. I have worked at various jobs for varying amounts of time (a few months/a few years), I never love the jobs, but I stay when I meet good people.
When I am at work, I am usually well liked. I am a nice and funny guy, and people enjoy being around me. They are always asking me to hang out, or do things with them, but I always turn them down.
At this point, the last time I did anything, was back in October when a friend came over to hang out. Since then I have not gone anywhere or done anything with anyone.. I don't feel well enough, or that I'm worth spending time with.
I think, from what I've been told, that I am a fairly attractive person.. but I have never had a girlfriend. I don't like myself, and I feel like I would just disappoint anyone I went out with. At this age (nearly 30), woman aren't looking for a high school romance.. they are settling down, looking for men with careers, buying houses, having kids.. What would my opening line be? "Hi, I'm almost 30, and I live with my parents.. I've never had a GF before...".
My home life is a drama with everyone involved. I would need to hold a good job to move out, but I am too depressed to do so. so I'm stuck. Every day is exactly the same to me, it doesn't matter if it's a weekend, or holiday..
I'm sorry I've rambled on for so long.. It's good to vent. And this was the shortened version.
What is the point? I feel like I'm only living for others and not myself.. Ughh.