I feel like a ****ing hermit, all I do all day is sit around in my room on the internet or playing a game.
I feel as if I have to FORCE myself to change or else I'll be doomed to a life of loneliness. The problem is that I'm too afraid to change...
Yeeah i do. I didn't like any subjects at school really, except english and social subjects, which are really good and interesting but would not really neccesarily mean that i'd be talented at anything
[lol]..except like writing, talking..debating..stuff like that. I really wanted to be good at art or music but i wasn't as good as everyone else
I remember in art i would always compare my work to everyone else's at the end of the lessons!:
![Frown :( :(](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
: and think mine wasn't really up to scratch. Guess that looking back though my work was pretty crappy to have got me my grade. :
![Eek! :eek: :eek:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
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In music i didn't exactly have talent either, most people were really good at playing 2 instruments, and i could only play drums so i was put on keyboard for the other..would rather have learned guitar or something cool lol
![Roll eyes :rolleyes: :rolleyes:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
But anyways. You will not be terrible at everything cos i'm sure we are all good at something. Wish i could see now what i might end up doing as a career ;s
Anyways.
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