I feel like a ****ing hermit, all I do all day is sit around in my room on the internet or playing a game.
I feel as if I have to FORCE myself to change or else I'll be doomed to a life of loneliness. The problem is that I'm too afraid to change...
Yeeah i do. I didn't like any subjects at school really, except english and social subjects, which are really good and interesting but would not really neccesarily mean that i'd be talented at anything
[lol]..except like writing, talking..debating..stuff like that. I really wanted to be good at art or music but i wasn't as good as everyone else
I remember in art i would always compare my work to everyone else's at the end of the lessons!:
: and think mine wasn't really up to scratch. Guess that looking back though my work was pretty crappy to have got me my grade. :
:
In music i didn't exactly have talent either, most people were really good at playing 2 instruments, and i could only play drums so i was put on keyboard for the other..would rather have learned guitar or something cool lol
But anyways. You will not be terrible at everything cos i'm sure we are all good at something. Wish i could see now what i might end up doing as a career ;s
Anyways.
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