Skatergirl
Banned
hey.. I'm feeling down :
:
I'm always thinking how my life should have been without S.A :
:
And i feel like everything which i already have.. which is great, will dissapear :
: (i have a huge fantasy)
and sometimes when my parents make jokes with my brother and me.. i can't laugh with them.. cuz i feel so depressed =(
I just hate that feeling!!
And sometimes I can't enjoy things.. cuz i feel down -_-
and then i feel so guilty.. :S
I wanna dance!!!! and laugh soo much!! laugh to this fear !! and say You ****ing bitch !! go away !!!
I just wanna have a lucky life everyday.. But this disorder makes me soo sick -_-
I just can't accept the situation right now ...
what do you guys do, when you're down????
Hmm i think i'm going to take a shower.. that makes me feel relax =)
xX
I'm always thinking how my life should have been without S.A :
And i feel like everything which i already have.. which is great, will dissapear :
and sometimes when my parents make jokes with my brother and me.. i can't laugh with them.. cuz i feel so depressed =(
I just hate that feeling!!
And sometimes I can't enjoy things.. cuz i feel down -_-
and then i feel so guilty.. :S
I wanna dance!!!! and laugh soo much!! laugh to this fear !! and say You ****ing bitch !! go away !!!
I just wanna have a lucky life everyday.. But this disorder makes me soo sick -_-
I just can't accept the situation right now ...
what do you guys do, when you're down????
Hmm i think i'm going to take a shower.. that makes me feel relax =)
xX