Im starting college next week. Two reasons why i don't want to go. 1. People (obv) & 2. The work. My brain has seriously slown down since i was last in education and i'm embarrased i'll look stupid and i've never really had problems with education before but im really worrying now.
If i dont go i dont think my parents will put up with me anymore. Im 17 now and have been like this for years.
Bearing in mind i dont go out and get scared. How the hell am i going to not only go out but do all these things im scared of. I hate having to be all adult i feel so young mentally
I want to curl up & die right now.