warewolf95
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Everyone who knows me thinks i am weird. This is probably because all i do is listen to music, collect records or play guitar. Even the mates in my band think im weird. I dont really care about having a social life because I just care about music so much. Why hang out at someplace I dont care about with people that dont really know or like me doing or talking about crap I dont care about. I dont know if i should be bothered by this or not. Im 16 and have always been picked on cuz im about 220 lbs and am really white with glasses. So i guess I just retreated to music. I love everything from Bob Dylan to Dimmu Borgir. I truly care about it and if I didnt have music today I would probably quite literally commit suicide as I dont really have anything else to live for. Everyones so concerned with me going to college. I dont care about college. I am going to play music. I just know. Its like where youll read a interview about someone and they're like "I just knew...". Well, thats me. I dont knmow how to explain it, but nobody takes me seriously. I taught myself guitar about 4 years ago and play a few hours a day. I dont know whats wrong with me. Im like an anomaly at my school. I dont know what to do. I just want to bring my music to the world. But I cant do that.