Life is a rollercoaster and you never see what's ahead !! I have had up's and down's all my life, and right now I'm in a down.
How has it changed from the past ?
Well I have had better, but I have had a whole lot worse, so I guess I can't complain.
Do I think it will get better or worse ?
Well chances aren't good.... we live in a fallen world, and nobody is healthy right now !! I don't want to be alone anymore, but I can't find anyone that will talk to me, let alone go out !!
Right now I am loosing hope, but that has happened before ?? I just don't know, I don't know ?? I'm not in a good place, and I'm am really sad, and heat broken right now. I don't want to die alone, but I remember a time I didn't want to live !
So I have been better ?? And I have been worse ??