SA and depression affected me in both ways, I always try to find the good side of the peoples soul, and try to understand their problems, and even always forgive them for their actions because of their problems!! but on the other when I'm in deep depression nd social phobia, I think the worst things, I lose my compassion to other people, i lose my feelings, its like I'm a zombie.
Walking down the street i think the worst things imaginable about the other persons. Even going as far as" this guy could die here and i wouldn't give a damn, piece of ****,"or "id stab him". actually its my subconscious, not really me, because i never would think like that. I feel really ashamed about me being the way I am.