How are you feeling?

Phoenixx

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Kinda pissed, extremely lethargic, anxious, stressed, and a little depressed (which is gradually getting worse).

Oh, and lonely can be added to the list as well.

And I can't stop thinking about all the stupid things I've done in the last two days.
 
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MrJones

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Kinda pissed, extremely lethargic, anxious, stressed, and a little depressed (which is gradually getting worse).

Oh, and lonely can be added to the list as well.

And I can't stop thinking about all the stupid things I've done in the last two days.
Sorry Phoenixx *hugs*

I always remember my mistakes for too long and I know how much they can hurt, even with time.


I hope you feel better soon. If you ever want to talk, you know you can count on me :)
 

MikeyC

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i'm pretty drunk. if anyone needs or wants hugs or cuddles i'm all about them at the moment.
Why does everyone I want to hug live so far away?

Kinda pissed, extremely lethargic, anxious, stressed, and a little depressed (which is gradually getting worse).

Oh, and lonely can be added to the list as well.

And I can't stop thinking about all the stupid things I've done in the last two days.
Eh, all that is the pits, Phoenixx. Sending much love your way.
 

N0D

Banned
Why does everyone I want to hug live so far away?

you're only like 17 hours away dude...that's less then a day...it's a microscopic distance. you could gimme directions and wake up tomorrow with me standing at your door with my arms wide open...assuming i had the money and determination to actually go.
 

MikeyC

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you're only like 17 hours away dude...that's less then a day...it's a microscopic distance. you could gimme directions and wake up tomorrow with me standing at your door with my arms wide open...assuming i had the money and determination to actually go.
I dare you!
 

KiaKaha

Banned
*HUGS* to all in this thread to which life is currently sucking big time at the moment.

I need to hug myself... mmm...that actually feels pretty good...
 

polishgirl

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So frustrated. I lost all I ever had and I regret it so much. I just moved to another country, started a life with a new family and feel like everything I had back home is gone and now I am left with nothing. What have I done to myself?
 

SeasonalBlues

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I've got to collect a delivery for my mum and dad tomorrow and i can't help but feel really worried about it. How did i ever get this bad?!?
 

KiaKaha

Banned
I think I might be getting depressed. I can feel a black cloud.... lingering in the back of my mind. I can feel tears behind my eyes waiting to come through. Things are not going well for me recently. There are a lot things on my mind and I have a lot of problems at the moment. I feel...alone. Not just physically, but.... I feel like no one really "gets" me or is on my side.

The sooner I realize that I am truly on my own, and that no one really gives a crap about me, the easier I will be able to handle my disapontment and my own mediocrity.
 

1BlackSheep

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I feel...alone. Not just physically, but.... I feel like no one really "gets" me or is on my side.
For what it's worth, I "get" you and am on your side! There are a lot of people here who care about you. Sending a very loooong-distance hug your way! :)
 
I think I might be getting depressed. I can feel a black cloud.... lingering in the back of my mind. I can feel tears behind my eyes waiting to come through. Things are not going well for me recently. There are a lot things on my mind and I have a lot of problems at the moment. I feel...alone. Not just physically, but.... I feel like no one really "gets" me or is on my side.

The sooner I realize that I am truly on my own, and that no one really gives a crap about me, the easier I will be able to handle my disapontment and my own mediocrity.

Well a lot of people in here do "give a crap" about you. I know it's not the same as in real life, but please remember to come in here and rant to us when you are feeling misunderstood in your real life. ((Hugs ShyKiwi))
Have you considered talking to your family doctor about the feeling that you may be starting to experience depression?
 

KiaKaha

Banned
Well a lot of people in here do "give a crap" about you. I know it's not the same as in real life, but please remember to come in here and rant to us when you are feeling misunderstood in your real life. ((Hugs ShyKiwi))
Have you considered talking to your family doctor about the feeling that you may be starting to experience depression?

Thank you BlueDays - I appreciate you responding and I will remember your words. I wish I could gain the fulfument in the real world the same way as I do online. Feel free to rant at me if you want too btw.. that goes both ways. I have been to doctors before but.... you now how it is. There is only so much a doctor can do. If I get really bad yes I will go see one.

dead. Worthless. Frustrated. Suicidal. I can't speak. It's all been done.
I'm bored.

I wish I knew what to say to help you. I am not in a position to do so. I can only wish you well.
 

MikeyC

Well-known member
So frustrated. I lost all I ever had and I regret it so much. I just moved to another country, started a life with a new family and feel like everything I had back home is gone and now I am left with nothing. What have I done to myself?
It's difficult to start again in another country. Maybe you just need time to sort yourself out with your brand-new surroundings.

I think I might be getting depressed. I can feel a black cloud.... lingering in the back of my mind. I can feel tears behind my eyes waiting to come through. Things are not going well for me recently. There are a lot things on my mind and I have a lot of problems at the moment. I feel...alone. Not just physically, but.... I feel like no one really "gets" me or is on my side.

The sooner I realize that I am truly on my own, and that no one really gives a crap about me, the easier I will be able to handle my disapontment and my own mediocrity.
Yes, a "black cloud." That's exactly what this disease is.

I give a crap about you and one of these days I will cross the ditch and we are going to meet. I like you, ShyKiwi, and I hope you know that.
 

MikeyC

Well-known member
Yesterday was the ultimate worst day, and today saw some spill-over. Still had a bad day fighting my depression, and I even canceled plans with my friend for tonight so I could be on my own. I didn't want to deal with alcohol and mindless chatter so I decided to stay in. I just want to get through this.
 
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