I'm so tired. This is just too much for me. I think I will stop coming here for a while. If I don't come back then I managed to do it. Suicide. I love every single one of you.
I sincerely hope that was just a little joke. Don't you dare go do anything silly. Whatever is bothering you will pass in time. I've seen you bantering over and back with people here so I know that you know that there are people here that care about you.
We all have our problems, we're all lonely people, but the s-word has never, and never will solve anything. Whether you want to believe it or not things will get better, I have no doubt that there are great moments in your life yet to come that you would not swap any life for. Trust an old dude who's been there.
There are good things to come, stick with it, you won't reget it...
Sorry if I was a bit ranty, the s-word upsets me a bit.