How are you feeling?

mrb

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my eyes are drooping im tired zzzzzz hmmm ill stay up a little more zzz or will i zzzzzz WAKE UP GAZ im awake really i am zzzzzzzzzz ok another 5 min on spw then im crashing zzzz
 

lyricalliaisons

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I'm feeling depressed & very anxious about all the coming changes & about all of the things I'm going to have to do & places I'm going to have to go alone. I wish I had someone to help because it's just too hard to do it all by myself. I hate being this way ::(: . I'm so tired of being so scared of everything ::(: . But I'm glad that my mom is finally home. She got home a few hours ago after being in the hospital & nursing home since February 11th.
 
Anxious and confused. Got a class tomorrow at the university which I really want to skip. I really see no point in going there. Because of the language I only understand 20% of what it is said, my classmates are very outgoing and know each other and that makes me feel very uncomfortable, the discussions rarely are interesting and most of the time we hear crappy, modern, dissonant music and then have to say what we think of it plus it lasts 4 dreadful hours. It's as if time stops during the lesson...

I also fear that the professor might be angry with me because I didn't go to a lesson we had...

On the positive side, I started learning a new piece at the piano and I am really having fun!
 

AimeeSP

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Argh so worried about my dad, i think he may try and commit suicide this week. ::(: Whenever something bad happens he results to drinking which makes his mood much worse.

He's been in hospital before for taking an overdose when he couldn't cope with what was going on in his life. ::(:
 

lyricalliaisons

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Argh so worried about my dad, i think he may try and commit suicide this week. ::(: Whenever something bad happens he results to drinking which makes his mood much worse.

He's been in hospital before for taking an overdose when he couldn't cope with what was going on in his life. ::(:

Wow, I'm sorry, that has to be really hard to deal with ::(:
 
Aimee, that must be hard indeed. Perhaps some positive encouragement from your part might help your father psychologically. Try to be by his side as much as you can.

Love,
Alexandros
 
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