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mrb

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well tonight im in a good mood whooo its the weekend :) but what am i going to do with myself this weekend ::eek:: isnt life just great :rolleyes:
 

AimeeSP

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Annoyed!!!!!
Scared!!!!!

My brothers ex drug dealer is after him and demanded £100 by tonight. Everyone dropped what they were doing today to be on standby to stick by him and make sure he doesnt get hurt. He was ment to stay in tonight just incase it kicked off so that someone could ring the police. So what does he do? He sods off to a party and leaves me here with my little sister and neice on our own, scared to answer the door incase its this drug dealer and his 'back up' coming to beat my brother up, or get to us to get to him. Thanks alot Bradley, thanks a sodding lot. Oh, and my mum has gone out to have a meal with her partner, nice for some. My dad took the day off and lost £60 tonight just incase my brother needed him and my dads in alot of debt, so now he has hit the bottle and is getting angry which I have to deal with down the phone. No one, flipping no one here to help me incase this guy comes over. He only leaves down our road. ::(:
 
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Nack

Banned
Annoyed!!!!!
Scared!!!!!

My brothers ex drug dealer is after him and demanded £100 by tonight. Everyone dropped what they were doing today to be on standby to stick by him and make sure he doesnt get hurt. He was ment to stay in tonight just incase it kicked off so that someone could ring the police. So what does he do? He sods off to a party and leaves me here with my little sister and neice on our own, scared to answer the door incase its this drug dealer and his 'back up' coming to beat my brother up, or get to us to get to him. Thanks alot Bradley, thanks a sodding lot. Oh, and my mum has gone out to have a meal with her partner, nice for some. My dad took the day off and lost £60 tonight just incase my brother needed him and my dads in alot of debt, so now he has hit the bottle and is getting angry which I have to deal with down the phone. No one, flipping no one here to help me incase this guy comes over. He only leaves down our road. ::(:

Whoa that's scary Aimee, mind if i say this? Your brother is a douche. Leaving his family to go party, while knowing that someone is about to come after him.
 

FOR REAL

Banned
Annoyed!!!!!
Scared!!!!!

My brothers ex drug dealer is after him and demanded £100 by tonight. Everyone dropped what they were doing today to be on standby to stick by him and make sure he doesnt get hurt. He was ment to stay in tonight just incase it kicked off so that someone could ring the police. So what does he do? He sods off to a party and leaves me here with my little sister and neice on our own, scared to answer the door incase its this drug dealer and his 'back up' coming to beat my brother up, or get to us to get to him. Thanks alot Bradley, thanks a sodding lot. Oh, and my mum has gone out to have a meal with her partner, nice for some. My dad took the day off and lost £60 tonight just incase my brother needed him and my dads in alot of debt, so now he has hit the bottle and is getting angry which I have to deal with down the phone. No one, flipping no one here to help me incase this guy comes over. He only leaves down our road. ::(:

i wouldnt answer the door at all, and i would phone the police and let them know whats happening
 

AimeeSP

Well-known member
Whoa that's scary Aimee, mind if i say this? Your brother is a douche. Leaving his family to go party, while knowing that someone is about to come after him.

I don't mind at all, i completely agree with you. :)





i wouldnt answer the door at all, and i would phone the police and let them know whats happening

I would love to ring the police, after all this guy has only just come out of prison, one slip wrong and he's back in. But i've been told not to ring until something happens which does annoy me, why wait for someone to get hurt? Why not ring the police now with the threatning texts he has on his phone from this guy? (we don't know how he got my brothers number), but i've been told to keep quiet.

Sorry about this, i'm just having to get it all off my chest since i've got no one here to talk to about this. Both my parents are drunk now i've just spoke to my mum. I hate this, i hate having all the responsibility on me, i can't cope with it my anxiety gets really bad and i'm already shaking.
 

iamthenra

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I had to test out on a nursing skill yesterday.... Uhhg... It was an easy skill, but when it was my turn to perform it while being timed and critiqued by the instructor I just about had a panic attack. Everything that I learned and rehearsed just about left me, and the more I felt like I was messing up the more nervous I became and the more my voice trembled with fear that I was going to fail the test... I made two mistakes that I caught right away so she didn't deduct my score, but it was an easy test, and I still messed up because of severe anxiety. I have no idea how I am going to be able to be a nurse... Oh well... How do you like this? I am anxious about being anxious... I'm a mess...
 

AimeeSP

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i want to die, but too much of a coward to go through with it. i don't think this depression can ever be cured, it's just me, and i'm tired of hiding behind a smile.
 

Danfalc

Banned
i want to die, but too much of a coward to go through with it. i don't think this depression can ever be cured, it's just me, and i'm tired of hiding behind a smile.

Dont say that ::(: Your not a coward at all..it actualy takes more strength to carry on sometimes when its so hard.And dont forget things can get better,it might not seem like it right now but they really can.Try and remember there are ups aswell as downs..and you wont feel like this forever.

I wish there was more I could say or do to help,but just try and stay strong.
 
i want to die, but too much of a coward to go through with it. i don't think this depression can ever be cured, it's just me, and i'm tired of hiding behind a smile.


Things can get better, you need something/one posertive in your life, please don't think it wont get better because it will..
If you need to speak or need any support please feel free to message me :)
 
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