How are you feeling?

I wouldn't no where to start, and I'm not sure there is anything anyone could say right now to make me feel better or different. I hope that doesn't sound rude.

But thanks for the concern everyone, it is nice to have people who understand :)

Pineapple elephant squirrels take years to decompose underwater within my imagination.

I'm sure that sentence made you feel a little better ::p:
 

Mickery

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I wouldn't no where to start, and I'm not sure there is anything anyone could say right now to make me feel better or different. I hope that doesn't sound rude.

But thanks for the concern everyone, it is nice to have people who understand :)

Ah, well. It's not always about the understanding so much as the wall to bounce yourself off.
 
I feel bad that a (big) part of me hopes it starts raining at the beach today so we have to leave early. I'm not looking forward to going, but it's terribly inconsiderate for me to think that.

It's not selfish for you to want to get away from something unpleasant as soon as possible, thats just human nature.:)
 
Rubbish, lonely, in despair, missing someone really special to me, which is stupid because it's only been like 2 days since we spoke, but it just feels like we're drifting apart.

I wish I could be happy all the time
 

MrJones

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Rubbish, lonely, in despair, missing someone really special to me, which is stupid because it's only been like 2 days since we spoke, but it just feels like we're drifting apart.

I wish I could be happy all the time
If you were happy all the time you would not appreciate it. Be glad when you're happy, I hope it's going to be soon ::p:
 
I'm not so good. Just found out that my mom has been posting another blog on a social network site (some place like facebook) this time about my difficult period of time, being in clinic and stuff when i was suicidal,depressed and couldn't leave the house. I know she wants to tell her story, but the damn freaking people on this site know me! ::eek:: All the people of the village,town and my family can read this, and all those people are feeling sorry for me already, I don't want that sympathy:/. I just want to be seen normally like everyone else (ok i do have sa i know), But I'm doing so much better,I'm making so much progress lately! and she is still buzzing about the past, Please! I sent her a msg 'Can you please delete this stuff, because I'd rather not want people to know, and those are painful memories'' She said ''You beter delete me as a friend, or stop complaining about it'.. Heck.. please.
 
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Mickery

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Thank you Aristo, I wish I could stop her, but she will keep going.
It's so embarassing..

I would be furious and I don't have any very useful comfort to offer. But I would say that the world is ever more public, information is increasingly shared and a lack of privacy is something that everybody has to become accustomed to. Though I'm sure many of us would like to live our lives in total privacy, it's no longer realistic. And it would perhaps be more productive to accept this and remind ourselves that talk probably will do no harm and that like many things, although it may bother us a great deal most people will pay no attention and forget it as soon as they're off the internet.
 
@Tino: Well, at first we created an anonymous website, a help support, and It didn't bother me at all. (I even loved it, helping people myself too) and posting own based stories.Then she started to create a group on the social network site, and now she drops it on her profile, so everyone could see it. (people I know..)
It is really bothering me now, I ask her very often to delete it.

Of course it could help people, at first I liked the idea of the website, I still love the idea, only people who are looking for those things on google will find me, not my personal name and stuff, I won't put that on a site like that.
But now it's on her profile, I really don't like it.

@Twiggle: Yup, they can see that I have made a lot of progress, maybe. But my mom is still writing things from the past, I was in a very bad state, like I mentioned in my first post, which is not relevant anymore.
My parents tell me , due my borderline/SA - you still need to learn a lot, and I'm sick of their attitude against me, because I'm not only a problem ''child'' I am becoming a mature 20 year old woman, and they should let go.

But that is another side of the story, but ontopic about the blog, I really hope she will mention the positive sides, instead of the past. I don't mind if she makes a positive story, that is much more enlightening.:)
 
missing someone really special to me, which is stupid because it's only been like 2 days since we spoke, but it just feels like we're drifting apart.

Ah I feel so bipolar sometimes, every half hour or so my opinion changes, such as on this ^.

Are we drifting apart, aren't we?

Should I order the laptop, shouldn't I?

Should I go and cook my pizza, shouldn't I?

I'm so confused ::(:

(Except about the last one, I'm definitely going to cook the pizza. i think. Maybe. In a minute)
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Ah I feel so bipolar sometimes, every half hour or so my opinion changes, such as on this ^.

Are we drifting apart, aren't we?

Should I order the laptop, shouldn't I?

Should I go and cook my pizza, shouldn't I?

I'm so confused ::(:

(Except about the last one, I'm definitely going to cook the pizza. i think. Maybe. In a minute)

Suould you correct every, spelling or grammatical mistake: I did make in this post me write; your gonna be pulling your hairs out of you're head

anyways. Cook you're pizza you should and be confused not; and who knows its been 2 days shouldnt worry so Much Only order laptop if you can afford.
 
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