Anxious and worried. I don't think now would be the best time to say anything about me wanting to get therapy/counseling. Even though, I was going over it in my head last night in bed. But I'm just not sure what sort of reaction I'll get - especially from my mother. And I don't really want the whole family knowing about it because I don't want to start any arguments, as is usually the case whenever I speak my mind.
And given the family problems going on around me, I probably just be adding to them.