ImNotMyIllness
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yes, yes, me too! Is it a full moon or what? lol
My SIL was showing me pics of her brother's new baby...'isn't she cute' - all I could think was the kid looks like a potato. Seriously, the baby is like 5 minutes old, it's ugly.
and her "isn't she cute" voice wanted me to stab her in the throat with a fork.
yes, yes, me too! Is it a full moon or what? lol
My SIL was showing me pics of her brother's new baby...'isn't she cute' - all I could think was the kid looks like a potato. Seriously, the baby is like 5 minutes old, it's ugly.
and her "isn't she cute" voice wanted me to stab her in the throat with a fork.
I've too come VERY close to crying in stores lately ... it sucks, doesn't it? Then you feel like you are going to explode before you can make it home, but somehow you gather enough strength to keep it in til you get home.
Do you get home and then the tears start to flow?
Lately I've been feeling very depressed and anxious. Going out in public in this mental state is a bad combination. It's like anything can set me off. I see a beautiful girl walking with her boyfriend. Clothes at the store that are too cool, young and hip for my spare tire body. Smiling faces, Confident faces...........
Today I nearly lost it. It's dark, I just walked out of the store where I spent most of my time averting glances. And as I'm walking, I feel my eyes water up. Then car lights hit me, I know they can see me. I feel like I'm about to cry but I take a deep breath and hold it together.
I've also felt this way while walking through stores which is the worst. Then I have to keep turning around because I don't want anyone to see me looking like I'm just about to cry. I never do cry but it's written all over my face.
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I was walking my dog the other day and a group of teenagers drove past. One shouted out of their window "nice dog, bitch!". Obviously to shout out of your car window you must be a complete and utter moron but i was nearly in tears after that and couldn't go home because my dog needed walking. Sometimes i hate people. I didn't even know them!
I was walking my dog the other day and a group of teenagers drove past. One shouted out of their window "nice dog, bitch!". Obviously to shout out of your car window you must be a complete and utter moron but i was nearly in tears after that and couldn't go home because my dog needed walking. Sometimes i hate people. I didn't even know them!