Necrucifer
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I know what to do but then again I am 24 I live at home I freeze/shake/sweat/ my bps goes up to sometimes 170 when I get to stressed I think I am ugly that or think they are to pretty for me and let alone I am unemployed and I do not drive who wants that? Oh hey I have no money and dont drive wanna hang out sometime at my parents house -.-.
I also feel like I am close to breaking back out of my shell "again" for the 2nd time but the confidence goes away as quick as it comes I try thinking who cares if I get rejected which I am not used to only had it happen like once...so guess theres the fear of that but it makes me feel good for a second then poof gone...
like I saw this girl that was pushing carts in at krogers and she was beautiful I txtd my ex and asked who it was she was like idk go talk to her and I couldnt fail...window was open and she was right there lol....even bigger fail there...any tips or advice would be awesome.
I also feel like I am close to breaking back out of my shell "again" for the 2nd time but the confidence goes away as quick as it comes I try thinking who cares if I get rejected which I am not used to only had it happen like once...so guess theres the fear of that but it makes me feel good for a second then poof gone...
like I saw this girl that was pushing carts in at krogers and she was beautiful I txtd my ex and asked who it was she was like idk go talk to her and I couldnt fail...window was open and she was right there lol....even bigger fail there...any tips or advice would be awesome.