ghostgrrl
Active member
Hi,
I found this website because I felt so alone and depressed crying everyday for the past month. I just recently broke up with my girlfriend and I feel decimated. I don't have any real tangible friends and my family is 3,000 miles away and I rarely talk to them. I have quite a few online friends as an XBox gamer but only 2-3 that I would consider trusting friends. Its so hard for me to initiate any type of social interaction with anyone either in person or online. I always wait for the other person to initiate and when they don't, I feel like I'm not worth knowing. I feel invisible and expendable. I consider myself a very honest, loyal friend that will be there for you whenever you call and won't let you go until you let go first. I have a retarded sense of humor but sometimes even though I can be social, I get intimidated as well and become quiet. I hope friends here can help me to heal and progress in a positive, assertive way... and I hope to do the same for you.
I found this website because I felt so alone and depressed crying everyday for the past month. I just recently broke up with my girlfriend and I feel decimated. I don't have any real tangible friends and my family is 3,000 miles away and I rarely talk to them. I have quite a few online friends as an XBox gamer but only 2-3 that I would consider trusting friends. Its so hard for me to initiate any type of social interaction with anyone either in person or online. I always wait for the other person to initiate and when they don't, I feel like I'm not worth knowing. I feel invisible and expendable. I consider myself a very honest, loyal friend that will be there for you whenever you call and won't let you go until you let go first. I have a retarded sense of humor but sometimes even though I can be social, I get intimidated as well and become quiet. I hope friends here can help me to heal and progress in a positive, assertive way... and I hope to do the same for you.
