Toomuchfear
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Hi guys. I'm a very friendly and chatty person- but I'm very, very lonely. My anxiety stops me from being my "real self", so no connections are made. Therefore I have very few friends, and when someone gives me a tiny bit of acceptance I'm so happy.
I met this very nice girl, not the most confident, but she was quite pretty and actually showed an interest in me- for once she asked the questions, not me. I sent her a valentines day card, her first! She loved it, we met up a few times, I could talk to her about anything :0 (I didn't mention SA, I've told women about my issues before- the ultimate attraction killer. In fact my anxiety was much less around her) We met a few times, it was going really well.
And then, she started to talk to me less and less to not at all. She's even moved back near to where I live for the summer. So I mentioned I don't work evenings, maybe we could meet for a catchup? but she says she's busy as she's looking for work. (Every evening...really?)
I guess it's obvious that's she's not interested in me, but I can't let go. For once- someone liked me, for so many years I've wanted it and now it's just gone I don't have very many people in my life, maybe I asked too much from her - but I never gain her any sign of desperation. (You can tell that I've been thinking about this too much!)
I'm so confused. I can't stop thinking about her. I wish someone would give me a chance
I met this very nice girl, not the most confident, but she was quite pretty and actually showed an interest in me- for once she asked the questions, not me. I sent her a valentines day card, her first! She loved it, we met up a few times, I could talk to her about anything :0 (I didn't mention SA, I've told women about my issues before- the ultimate attraction killer. In fact my anxiety was much less around her) We met a few times, it was going really well.
And then, she started to talk to me less and less to not at all. She's even moved back near to where I live for the summer. So I mentioned I don't work evenings, maybe we could meet for a catchup? but she says she's busy as she's looking for work. (Every evening...really?)
I guess it's obvious that's she's not interested in me, but I can't let go. For once- someone liked me, for so many years I've wanted it and now it's just gone I don't have very many people in my life, maybe I asked too much from her - but I never gain her any sign of desperation. (You can tell that I've been thinking about this too much!)
I'm so confused. I can't stop thinking about her. I wish someone would give me a chance
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