feeling blue

[dannyboy65]

I always feel bad for posting here cause I feel like a nuisance because I post often about how I feel. I keep thinking people are sick of me, I went from depressed all the time to angry all the time now I have a lonely depression feeling now. I just feel like a waste of every bodies time or a drama queen even though I don't like to talk to many people at all about my emotions. I feel like I'm always been watched even when I'm alone but that's probably because of my schizophrenia. Recently I've just been sitting in my room watching horror movies I don't know why I oddly just find them comforting. My favorite to watch are slasher films like Halloween or Friday the 13th. Is it strange I find these movies comforting they don't scare me or gross me out they just amuse me. Sometimes when I'm watching them I think there the people I hate being killed by that serial killer. But in other good news I am finally finished of school and graduating in 2 weeks so I don't have to deal with anymore bullies I hope.

 

[Gina_Marie]

I know I can't change how you feel, but just know that you're never alone. I'm always here for you.

 

[laure15]

You're graduating that's great. Don't let those bullies ruin it for you. When I was at my last school, I was counting down the weeks and when the last 2 weeks came, I was so happy that I don't have to attend that school anymore. After you graduate maybe you can work on controlling your emotions better.

 

[Steelsoul]

You don't need to feel bad. Whenever you have problem, just post it here to find someone who understand and share your feelings. That is why you joined the forum right?

 

[neardeath]

I sit around and watch Mystery Science Theater 3000. Life gets more complicated. Venting here sure helps me, so I can't fault you for it! Take care.

 

[neardeath]

congrats on the graduation. Now your life can be more about your own choices. I hope you are looking forward to it!

 

[Xervello]

Congrats on graduating, dannyboy!