angryguy
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i know im always alone but sometimes it doesnt feel as bad
specially when i stay at home i feel less lonely then when im out in a crowd
whenever someone disrespects me and cause me pain
it makes me feel so so angry and hateful and it makes me so much more alienated and alone because i have no one to lean on. which further makes me bitter and loathesome (lonliness=bitterness)
i find releasing this pain by abusing others relieves me really well
but only temporarily and probably causes ppl to hate me even more which means them inflecting more pain and thus the cycle
then again it doesnt make a difference if people like me or hate me one way or the other im still suffering loneliness so why not make things entertaining?
specially when i stay at home i feel less lonely then when im out in a crowd
whenever someone disrespects me and cause me pain
it makes me feel so so angry and hateful and it makes me so much more alienated and alone because i have no one to lean on. which further makes me bitter and loathesome (lonliness=bitterness)
i find releasing this pain by abusing others relieves me really well
but only temporarily and probably causes ppl to hate me even more which means them inflecting more pain and thus the cycle
then again it doesnt make a difference if people like me or hate me one way or the other im still suffering loneliness so why not make things entertaining?