Adrie35
Member
I'm having some problems with a friend that i know like few years ago on the internet. We've become really good friends but i'm still having my SA problems and this make our relationship getting worst.
One day i go to find her to join her to an event . At first i thought it was just two of us, but later i realize that she was bringing her friends. As i was there they are talking happily and i was trying so hard to join, but sadly it fails too... i just don't know what to say when meetings new people. And it end up that i was like some transparent existence at there. That makes me feels so bad and hide at a place and cry.
After the event i'm getting back home and my feelings getting worst that i'm not feels like talking to anyone. And after a few days i try to recover my feelings and disappointment in my friend that do not try to help me out because she know my situation too. Then i still try to contact with her and try to act normal as she was my only friend. But i do not expect is that she start to blame me that saying i'm not independent enough to social and i ruin her mood and i'm giving her troubles like that. I feel very dissapointed...
Do you guys have experience like this too? I just wonder do they understand how people with SA problems feel.
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Sorry for my language
One day i go to find her to join her to an event . At first i thought it was just two of us, but later i realize that she was bringing her friends. As i was there they are talking happily and i was trying so hard to join, but sadly it fails too... i just don't know what to say when meetings new people. And it end up that i was like some transparent existence at there. That makes me feels so bad and hide at a place and cry.
After the event i'm getting back home and my feelings getting worst that i'm not feels like talking to anyone. And after a few days i try to recover my feelings and disappointment in my friend that do not try to help me out because she know my situation too. Then i still try to contact with her and try to act normal as she was my only friend. But i do not expect is that she start to blame me that saying i'm not independent enough to social and i ruin her mood and i'm giving her troubles like that. I feel very dissapointed...
Do you guys have experience like this too? I just wonder do they understand how people with SA problems feel.
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Sorry for my language