superario
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So, apparently tomorrow morning we're going to have quite a few people over.
My brother, my sis-in-law and my nephew. They come over all the time and I'm looking forward to THAT but my cousin (who was living on base across the country) just came back to California and are here until they move to the new place (another base up north). Anyway she's coming which is nice cuz I haven't seen her since January (when I stayed with them for 2 wks) and her kids (like 4 and 6) are coming too and quite possibly my aunt too, who I do hope comes cuz she's my favorite aunt. And I don't know about my cousin's husband but maybe him too.
But that's a lot of people...and kids too. My nephew is not even 2 years old. But the other kids, I was with for 2 weeks and I love them but I don't know...it seems like chaos, especially since our living room is TINY. I don't want the kids in my room and just getting into my things. It's just it feels like everyone is coming over and I don't like it because it'll feel like a party...
I don't mind when one or two people come, for instance when my nephew comes it's absolutely fine but I cannot stand parties at our place (well, it's too small for parties, haha) because I feel like my house is my safe zone and I feel trapped and claustrophobic and like I can't escape.
Now that I think of it the kids might be getting into the pool (yay!) and I'll probably go with them but still. I feel overwhelmed by all the people coming over. :|
I don't know how long they'll stay. My nephew usually comes over anywhere between 1-3 hrs but I don't know about the others. What if it's all day? How can I go seek peace and quiet in my room like the introvert I am without having a child follow me?!
And now I'm afraid that if I'm in the pool with them, something might happen. I don't wanna be in charge of them, I don't know if they can swim. It scares me. I'm not good with kids.
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My brother, my sis-in-law and my nephew. They come over all the time and I'm looking forward to THAT but my cousin (who was living on base across the country) just came back to California and are here until they move to the new place (another base up north). Anyway she's coming which is nice cuz I haven't seen her since January (when I stayed with them for 2 wks) and her kids (like 4 and 6) are coming too and quite possibly my aunt too, who I do hope comes cuz she's my favorite aunt. And I don't know about my cousin's husband but maybe him too.
But that's a lot of people...and kids too. My nephew is not even 2 years old. But the other kids, I was with for 2 weeks and I love them but I don't know...it seems like chaos, especially since our living room is TINY. I don't want the kids in my room and just getting into my things. It's just it feels like everyone is coming over and I don't like it because it'll feel like a party...
I don't mind when one or two people come, for instance when my nephew comes it's absolutely fine but I cannot stand parties at our place (well, it's too small for parties, haha) because I feel like my house is my safe zone and I feel trapped and claustrophobic and like I can't escape.
Now that I think of it the kids might be getting into the pool (yay!) and I'll probably go with them but still. I feel overwhelmed by all the people coming over. :|
I don't know how long they'll stay. My nephew usually comes over anywhere between 1-3 hrs but I don't know about the others. What if it's all day? How can I go seek peace and quiet in my room like the introvert I am without having a child follow me?!
And now I'm afraid that if I'm in the pool with them, something might happen. I don't wanna be in charge of them, I don't know if they can swim. It scares me. I'm not good with kids.
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