Sora
Well-known member
No it doesn't bother me, I don't really like the day itself because it's just silly but then I am usually alone in thinking that when in a relationship.
Right now I can't help but think I am meant to be alone (I am in a relationship) it's just so hard, I be myself from the start and I never change (maybe that is a problem - or is it? I should be me always).
Things just seem too hard and complicated when in a relationship. I find it hard to want to go outside and do anything because out there nothing interests me and the more time I am outside the harder it is for me. I do not feel relaxed if I spend a lot of time out the house.
Everything I enjoy is usually inside, computer games or animes and I constantly feel like a failure when my partner wants to do something outside but we never can think of anything to do and it's putting a lot of pressure on her.
I seriously think there is something wrong with me sometimes. What am I meant to do? I love spending time with her but what is there to do outside the house other than bowling or cinema. Am I just wrong? I can't do normal relationship routines nevermind valentines day!
Right now I can't help but think I am meant to be alone (I am in a relationship) it's just so hard, I be myself from the start and I never change (maybe that is a problem - or is it? I should be me always).
Things just seem too hard and complicated when in a relationship. I find it hard to want to go outside and do anything because out there nothing interests me and the more time I am outside the harder it is for me. I do not feel relaxed if I spend a lot of time out the house.
Everything I enjoy is usually inside, computer games or animes and I constantly feel like a failure when my partner wants to do something outside but we never can think of anything to do and it's putting a lot of pressure on her.
I seriously think there is something wrong with me sometimes. What am I meant to do? I love spending time with her but what is there to do outside the house other than bowling or cinema. Am I just wrong? I can't do normal relationship routines nevermind valentines day!
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