Mehh
Active member
The thing I hate most about having SA is the loneliness. Sometimes I feel different from other people on this website, because I actually want and crave human contact and human relationships. I don't want to be alone, and I hate being isolated for days without talking to another person. I honestly do not enjoy being alone, or at least do not enjoy being alone for long periods of time. The problem is that my social anxiety keeps me from ever establishing lasting, healthy relationships, and I'm far too shy and awkward to make/keep many friends. I'm never satisfied- whenever I do find someone to spend time with, I usually feel uncomfortable and unsure of myself... and when I'm not with somebody, I feel a crippling loneliness. I hate how this condition makes me fear people, yet my humanity makes me need them at the same time.
Does anybody else feel like this?
Does anybody else feel like this?