Until now , Self
i'm still need to get the courage to go see a doctor - it's so weird, i'm afraid to see a doctor that could tell me how to get rid of being afraid of people ...
it explains a lot doesn't it?
But i really think people with problems to socialize must seek out help, i'm sure i'm not the worst case, since i've never had a panic attack... but it's privating me from my own life, the fear of seeing a doctor is just the tip of the iceberg - i've avoided going to the grocery store because i was ashamed of the people there.
you know, my mother have depression and i used to say: mom, it's a sickness you need to see a doctor , you need professional help.
And now i'm in the exact same position.