FriendlyShadow
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For the past month I believe, my sleep cycle has been kinda inconsistent lately. So, I tried drinking herbal tea as an aid to help me fall asleep faster. Well... I don't know if it's the tea, but I've noticed that the first few times I drank it, I was having these extremely grotesque dreams.
WARNING: This is extremely graphic
I had one dream where a blonde haired girl was sitting in a car in the front seat. She drew a long x on her forehead with a marker and then grabbed a gun, pointed it at her forehead and shot herself... and it showed her whole face blown off with gore. I actually did look up what the x on the forehead stand for. I read that it means someone who's an outsider to society.
I'm not sure if it's even related to Charles Manson anf his family. Funny, I never had dreams about actual sucide before.
The other dream I had was me pulling off my LITERALLY pulling off my skin (arms, legs, stomach, ect. There was somebody wearing a mask in my dream threatened me to "take off" my skin... kinda like a scene from SAW. It was a very weird, cold feeling too. I mean it was almost like I was taking off a costume. When I did that, I could see my flesh hanging out, but I wasn't in pain. It just felt... cold and slimy. And then after I did that, the masked man was helping me put my skin back on me again like I was putting my clothes back on, which means my arms would be the sleeve, legs as the pants, ect.
I also had a short dream where me and these other group of people were at a park and we all had tranquilizer like guns. I can't remember it too much, but we were suddenly shooting and hiding from eachother almost like were paintball shooting (except I never got hurt.) I remember shooting someone in the throat with the needle and he ended up choking.
There's also others where I'm throwing plates and bottles at a certain family member and I yell at them.
Is it normal to have so many f^cked up dreams?? I try to stay away from watching horror/violent movies by the way, but it doesn't seem to make a difference. Is this a sign of PTSD?
WARNING: This is extremely graphic
I had one dream where a blonde haired girl was sitting in a car in the front seat. She drew a long x on her forehead with a marker and then grabbed a gun, pointed it at her forehead and shot herself... and it showed her whole face blown off with gore. I actually did look up what the x on the forehead stand for. I read that it means someone who's an outsider to society.
I'm not sure if it's even related to Charles Manson anf his family. Funny, I never had dreams about actual sucide before.
The other dream I had was me pulling off my LITERALLY pulling off my skin (arms, legs, stomach, ect. There was somebody wearing a mask in my dream threatened me to "take off" my skin... kinda like a scene from SAW. It was a very weird, cold feeling too. I mean it was almost like I was taking off a costume. When I did that, I could see my flesh hanging out, but I wasn't in pain. It just felt... cold and slimy. And then after I did that, the masked man was helping me put my skin back on me again like I was putting my clothes back on, which means my arms would be the sleeve, legs as the pants, ect.
I also had a short dream where me and these other group of people were at a park and we all had tranquilizer like guns. I can't remember it too much, but we were suddenly shooting and hiding from eachother almost like were paintball shooting (except I never got hurt.) I remember shooting someone in the throat with the needle and he ended up choking.
There's also others where I'm throwing plates and bottles at a certain family member and I yell at them.
Is it normal to have so many f^cked up dreams?? I try to stay away from watching horror/violent movies by the way, but it doesn't seem to make a difference. Is this a sign of PTSD?
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