So I'm visiting my parents in Cyprus tomoz...the heat fills me with total dread.Does that make me seem ungrateful? I should so appreciate the holiday.I've had a difficult 6 months and this holiday has been paid for as a treat. Sitting in a close plane environment,walking through airports with slippy wet shoes,sat in boiling hot restaurants,my parents friends hugging me to be friendly.....I hate it all,I will secretly be counting down the days to come home. I will stay indoors and discourage them from suggesting going out...Gosh,writing this all down makes me very sad! I will get through it but sorry,just needed to vent...